Tokyo Dome Concert for Reila

-Ruki POV-

GazettE.. GazettE.. GazettE..

All of my band fans are shouting "GazettE" .. the name of my band.

Tokyo Dome, hmmm..

Don't ever say that you are a great musician if you never hold a concert here.

December,26^th 2010 is my band's day.

We reached the highest popularity in Japan.

Everyone is clapping  and praising us.

Reita, Uruha, Aoi and Kai can't help their happiness.

Our tears is flowing down, crying and sobbing.

“Reila, can't you see?

You are my wings so I can fly and reach my dream.

Please, come to the backstage praising me with your brightest smile.”

Like what you've done at my little concert.

Five years ago.

Fuyu 2005

(Winter 2005)

I remember that day...

"Ruki!" Reila called my name while waving her hand in the air.

We hold each other hand and walked along Tokyo city.

"Saloon?  What are we doing here?" I asked her nicely.

I know she's not like other girls.

She's beautiful without those branded stuff, make-up and skirt.

She grabbed my shoulders and forced me to sit on the special chair.

I looked around. This saloon is kind an expensive one.

Five hours later..

I saw my hair dyed red. I like both style and color of my hair.

She paid the bill and asked me to accompany her to the cafe.

"Reila, you don't have to treat me like this. I'm your man.

It's my obligation to treat you like a princess."

Reila saw my eyes deeper then she whispered,

"Don't ever feel indebted! I can see your star illumination.

You are a Visual-kei star. I'm just wanted to help you."

Hmm, Snowdrop...

The weather turned cooler. Her body was closer to mine.

"Reila, you help me too much. What can I do to pay out?"

"Look! That's Tokyo Dome. You pay with that!"Reila pointed the dome.

Tokyo Dome, Am I deserve?

She took off her scarf and covered my neck with it.

"You have to believe. You are Ruki,

a kid who was expelled by your father because of your dream.

Reach your dream! Be a star! Your father will be proud of you."

"Tokyo Dome is unreachable, honey. It..is..so...high!"

All I could do was looking down and tried to forget my bad memories.

"Come on, you can fly and reach your dream."

"Reila... be my wings. Help me to reach it, please."

She just nodded her head. I saw her and smiled.

Tokyo looks dazzling in the winter.

The two sides of street full of X-mas decoration.

Gold, red, green and white mixed with Reila at my side,

This feeling gave me thousands inspiration

for my music and  future.

 

Haru 2006

(Summer 2006)

"Where is Reila?"

I was looking for my beloved girlfriend at the backstage.

She always waiting for me, but at that time she wasn't there.

I've checked my phone and there was a mail.

"Ruki... FIGHTO!" I read a mail from Reila and smiled.

Reita waved her hand to me.

This is SHOW TIME!

The GazettE did the performance perfectly and we got more popularity.

After the concert, I ran to the backstage and looked around.

Reila still wasn't there.

I cleaned up my make-up and go to her apartment in hurry.

This is spring so Sakura was blooming.

I remembered, it is Reila's favorite flower.

Because of my limited fund,

I plucked some branches of Sakura tree,

then I bound those braches with my hair tie.

Ruki...

I'm so sorry, I can't tell you the reason why.

Gomen, I can't cheer you up at the backstage.

I know, I'm not a good wing for you.

Go! Find your real wings and held a big concert in Tokyo Dome."

                                        The broken wings, Reila

After I read the short message from Reila.

Constantly I felt like I am dying.

It was like thousand knives stabbed on my heart.

How could this happen to me?

I put a Sakura bouquet on her grave.

This is an expensive one.

I gave the best Sakura bouquet for her.

"Reila, this is not the last bouquet.

I'll give you your favorite flower after I held a concert in Tokyo Dome.

You have to wait me until that day.

Look! Those wings are waiting me."

I saw Uruha, Kai, Reita and Aoi were standing in front of Aoi's car.

They were waiting for me.

"Reila..

Ruki is also a wing..

Wings for the Gazette.

This band will be flying in the highest sky."

                                   

December,26^th 2010

Tokyo Dome,

The Gazette concert.

"Reila, can you see me?

 I did it!"